through the rhythm of the rain

Sunday, May 31, 2009 | 8:45 AM

Salamun'Alaik..

Morning sume.. hmm.. another dae yg penuh dgn kesedihan,kerinduan n ketakutan..
RINDU SIR SARIF!!! dah 3 hari tk sms sir...

Sir, u left me behind, membiarkn ku memendam rasa rindu ini sendirian...
tsktsk
titisan airmataku psti mengalir stiap hari, stiap saat bile ku terkenangkn mu
perpisahan ini..Ya Rabbii!!
benar2 menguji keimananku! dan kesabaranku!

Ku hanya bisa merenungkn gmbr2 sir yg ku sengaja simpan di hp ku..
I miss Social Studies! I miss ENTERING ur BIOLOGY klas kt tgkt 5 :'(

Evrytyme i b4 i sleep..i'll pray to God to giv me chance to meet u in my drim
Bt i think HE wanna test me..
Till now, my wish has not come true yet..
maybe tonite..maybe tomorrow..
hmm... I leave dis decision to u Allah..
Only u noe wats the best for me, Ur slave...

Friday, May 29, 2009 | 9:25 PM

Salamun'Alaikum...

My 2nd post for today..
Ok, skrg aku btol2 rase kehilangan..
I really miss them!! :'(

Air mataku ku meleleh tanpe disedari..
Kerna ku btol2 tk sangka ini semua akan terjadi dlm masa yg begitu cepat...
Aku sayang mereka!!

Next is the sajak I wrote for sir sarif...

Buat Mu Pemberi Ilmu

Guru,
Betapa ku sayangkan ukhuwah yang terjalin ini
Sungguh, banyak pelajaran dpt ku ambil darinya
Ku takut,Ku resah.
Kerna perpisahan akan berlaku

Guru,
Apakah yang akan terjadi nanti bila kau tiada disisi
Bagaimana dgn masa depan kami tanpamu menerangi jalan kami
Sunnguh dikau telah byk mendidik dan mangajariku
Erti sebenar kesabaran dan kekuatan

Guru,
Kehadiranmu,membawa cahaya inspirasi
Dikaulah pengubat duka dan lara
Bilaku buntu diselubungi sendu
Kau hadir meniupkan ketabahan untuk ku ukir senyuman

Guru,
Perpisahan yang akan berlaku ini
Benar-benar menguji keimanan kami pada yang Esa
Susah bagi kami untuk menerima realiti ini
Yang kau akan pergi..

Guru,
Bukan kami ingin melawan takdir
Tapi kerna kami terlalu sayangkan mu
Pasti sunyi sepi kehidupan kami dengan ketiadaan mu
Senyuman di bibirmu kan kami rindui

Guru,
Setiap kali perassan rindu ini datang
Inginku berlari mendakapmu
Tapi bila ku menada ke langit yang luas ini
Ku bahagia kerna ku sedar bahwa kita masih dibwah langit yang sama
Cukup membahagiakan!

Guru,
Andai tak ditakdirkan kita untuk bersua lagi
Ingatlah,kita tk perna dipisahkan
Kita akan bersama lagi di tempat yang kekal abadi
Iaitu di Syuga

Guru,
Iringilah perpisahan ini dengan saling mendoakan
Usapilah airmata kami dengan senyuman di wajahmu
Kerna senyumanmu penguat semangat kami

Guru,
Akan ku relakan pemergian.InsyaAllah
Kerna ku hanya ingin dikau bahagia
Tempat ini telah banyak meninggalkan memori
Semoga segala yang manis akan terus hidup dalam sejarah kita bersama

Guru,
Segala pengorbananmu,jerit payahmu
Demi mendidik dan mengajar kami
Takkan sesekali kami lupakan………

Guru
Andai diberi peulang inginku terbang tinggi di awangan
Kan ku petik bintang –bintang untuk ku jadikan hadiah untukmu
Sebagai tanda terima kasihku padamu
Ku Sayangg kamu, GURU!!!!!!!!!

Aku rindu Sir!!

:'(

Ya Allah,
Ku pohon, jadikan guruku ini sebaik kekasihMU,Muhammad
Semoga beliau akan tabah mengahrungi sgala ujian…
Dan seperti khulafa’rasyidin yang akan sentiasa menegakkan syariatmu
Andai semua itu terlalu besar ,
Cukuplah dengan dengan menjadikannya
seorang Muslim, mukmin yang betaqwa
Yang menyerahkan seluruh jiwa dan raganya
untuk menyintaiMU dan kekasihMU

Ya Allah,
Curahkanlah cinta dan kasihMu padanya
Sebagaimana beliau mencurahkan kasih sayangnya
buat kami hamba-hambaMu yang menuntut ilmuMU

Ya Allah,
Semoga beliaukan bahagia
Disisi keluargnya dan para sahabatnya….

~Aamiin Ya Rabbal ‘Aalamiin~

| 4:52 PM

Salaun 'Aliakum..

I'm feeling boring..tk best klw tk skul..hmm..
but i believe klw da kene gi skul, ade klas, ade hw.. konfem ckp : " I wanna holidae!"
....

well, nari i'm really feeling loss..
Mane tk nye, Sir Sarif n Sir Aris..dah berhnti..
I'm scared dat we wont meet again in this world.. :'(

ok stop it iqah!
hmmph!
i need to do lots of good deeds now..
bcoz i wanna meet them again in JANNAH!!
yg kekal abadi!!

I luv them!! I really do... :"(
tsktsk..

akcerli i wanna post my sajak for sir sarif bt den i'm too sick to write now..*stomach cramp
will post it 2mrw InsyaAllah...

k lah.. till here.. bubbye!

Thursday, May 28, 2009 | 10:02 PM

Salamun 'Alaikum..

Hmm, result oh result.. r u gd or bd dis tyme??
k.. wtvr.. yg penting i got my result todae..

My %..
82% for my ukhrawi n 68.8% for my acad..
(agknye ah.. coz my rpt bk is not with me now..)

I think overall my result is OKEY bt den some of the results does nt meet the target dat i've set!!
Dats why i'm quite dissapointed..Well..Need to work harder for my FYE!
yeah! FYE! Final Year Examination!! Here i come...!

No more last min! No more sleeping in klas..! n sori girls..Less jokes during lessson plis..

N sumthing happened wen i came back n open my comp..Err..Only Zahra noe..

To Sir Aris :

Tenkiu soo much for all ur sacrifices dat u've made to teach us..
Evnthough we r now in the secondary life..
We nvr forget OUR PRIMARY TEACHERS! Especially for sum1 lyke u!!
We gonna miss u sir!!

Wednesday, May 27, 2009 | 5:10 PM

سلام عليكم يا اخوان وأخواة في الله

Met Sir Aris just now..

meeting him for the last tyme maybe

Most probably lah b4 he's out from this skul

Hmm

BYE SIR!!

may we meet again..

sedih but.. my heart skrg mcm dah numb..

Well korang tau rite knape...

N cher Syazwani..

We luv U cher!!

rememer us k!

K..Now psl Sir Sarif..

Td pkl 9 sir ade apnmt so,no

Bio lesson 4 the Bios

Well, pkl 8.45 igt nk jumpe sir..

ajak sir naek tgkt 4..

abe bile dah smpi tgkt 4..

We seriously forgot dat we had Feqh Lesson..

Rase serba slh seyh! dah lh sir dah susah2 naek tgkt 4

skali ade lesson..

So, sir told us to go back to our klas..

he told us InsyaAllah he will be back to skul

aft his apnmt...

So, mase solat.. i was akcerli hoping to

see him there..but.. tkde..

meaning, sir blom balek

So, aft solat, turun bawah..

tk harapkn sir ade ah takut nnt hampe tersgt2 kn..

But.. Alhamdulillah..

Mase nga jalan kt tgkt satu nmpk sir msk ofis..

mkne nye sir dah balek!

yahoo!

me n fanah went furqan meeting.. me finish abt 2.30..

Den gi makan jap..

pastu jumpe sir, ckp yg kteorg nk jumpe sir..

Tunggu farhanah punyelah lame..

i think her meeting finish ard 3.40..(btw bcoz she's an AJK.. me only a member of furqan)

naseb ade idea nk ckp ape mase nan sir

sambil tunggu fanah...

Psl fanah lbmt sgt.. 3.30 kteorg dah kasi present kteorg kt sir dulu..

We made him a book..

I lyykke... :))

unfortunately td, Nati pn tkde..

i think she went back home early

carik2 tkde..

So yeah! NARI..FUN!!

lagi2 nan sir sarif..

Sir, i'm gonna miss you...

sori if my sms slame ni ganggu u smpi

ur fingers saket ke..

Well, i just miss u cher!

Maybe lps ni..i'll sms u less..

U can den konsentret on ur new job..

Btw all the best!

Klah till here je..

Ouh ya.. b4 dat..

To ghazali: tenkiu for the cokelet!!

hehe..aku igt kau tk belikn

TENKIU SOO MUCH!!

bubbye

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 | 9:22 PM

Salamun 'Alaik..

Wee.. tadi ambk gmbr nan cher Syazwani!! :D
Gonna miss u cher!!
(bape byk kali eh dah repeat tu..hmm)

So, tadi pagi our DM kasi tazkirah for 45mins gaknye! daro konsentret jadi hayal pulak..
ckit2 je..
but the msg yg ust nk smpikn Alhamdulillah i got it lah..
Tapi yg sedihnyer..psl tazkirah SOCIAL STUDIES TADI TAKDE! tsktsk..
Dah lah bsk sir tk msk lagik! bsk last tau sir!! :(

Aaarrrgghh tknnk ckp nan sir bsk.. sir panggil me " - - - - - - - - - - - - - -"
:P:P:P:P
GONNA MISS U SIR!!!!
u'r the best tcher ever!

n yeah! cher eton dtg!! terubat rindu.. tapi tcher dtg mase kteorg smbhyg..
she's still on leave sbb tu boleh dtg lmbt..
Btw u look beautiful cher! hehe

k baru prasan.. these few days asyik ckp psl sir sarif, cher syaz n cher eton.. hmm..
well its a fact dat i truly LUV em all!!

Skipskipskip...
got one morwe bad news..
Sir Aris!!
Gonna miss u too!!
Aaaarrggghhh!! another tcher!!
Ya Rabbii..btapa berat ujian yg kau berikan pada kami
Bru satu pergi.. satu lagi akan pergi..
bagaimana hidup ku nnt di sini...

k lah.. dah tk tahan ah nk tulis..
tangan lemah bile evrytyme tulis psl tcher2 yg nk berhenti...
k lah..
Lail sa'eid sume!!

Monday, May 25, 2009 | 4:47 PM

Salamun 'Alaik!!

hmm, ape2 eh yang happened nari..

First thing in the morning.

Slalu nmpk cher Eton kat blkg..

but today..

tcher tk dtg..

busy nan preparation gaknye..huhu

Konfem ngah nervous rite??

Rindu ah tcher..

Slalu nmpk tcher kat blkg je dah ckp menambahkan smgt utk blaja..

kan korang kan??

takpe2..

kte faham tcher nga busy.

Abe mase sir sarif nye period..

again masuk language lab..

tgk movie..

ending die touching!!

pdhl blom tgk first2 part dah tros

skip to ending die..

N, tadi blaja chem..

patut pn sir start ajar skrg..

seram ah Olevel nxt yer =/

hmm..

Ouh ya, korang mulai esok bwk lah kipas ye..

Cuace skrg MasyaAllah..

even dlm mrt pn tadi kluarkn kipas.. kiasu ke?

tk kn...hehe

k lah.. till here..

need to do sumthing else..

ape?? hehe.. confidential..

bubbye..

Sunday, May 24, 2009 | 7:37 PM

Salamun 'Alaik!!

Just went back home from uncle's place..Penatpenatpenat..
Abe skrg bknnye bole rest..
nk kene habes BM nye hw.. n Amaths uat ckit2 nnt dlm klas aru smbg..

Nk jumpe Cher Eton!! Korang! jom kacau tcher :DD
hehe.. hari tu tk sempat nk kacau ah.. :))

Zahra msged me just a while ago..

Zahra : tk msg sir nari?
Me : Tk asl?
Zahra : Just tanye. Mcm rindu pulak
Me : awk nk kite blg sir suro msg awk? :))
Zahra : JANGAN!! :->Cekik2 bru tau!

Hhehe akcerli tk pntg ah msg tu..
Cume to Zahra.. Dgr2 smlm merajuk pe..
abe nari dah rindu pulak :P
hua3

Ouh ya, zahra merajuk psal ... hehe.. me bocorkn rahsia kat sir..
den sir panggil zahra... - - - - - - - - - - - - -
teka lah sndr.. Zahra! PEACE!!
Ni sume knangan rite?

btw, hatiku nga resah...
Rase sunyi bangat..
why??
bcoz, sir sarif n cher syazwani...
GONNA MISS U TWO!!!
REALLY! No joke!

To nati -> Ti, nnt kite beli baju same2 k for nxt two wk!! hehe
smgt2..

k.. till here.. got work to do!
C u girls kat skul bsk!
miss u all!! Luv u CHER!

Friday, May 22, 2009 | 8:41 PM

Salamum 'Alaik!!

now, i'm @ my unlcle's place..
my bro is having his tution while me.. hehe.. i'm not exactly having fun coz i have some other things to do..

So, tadi habes klas pkl 12.35.. Bm, yg perayaan i need to write it on a colour paper since td tk sempat nk keluar blg festivals dat i found.. Haiz.. i wud rather speak abt it just now than write abt it....
kk tkpe..

So, nari hati yg terluka tlah dpt dubati wlau blom 100%.. ni psl my result.. Hheehe.. i got highest for my Combnd Sci!! Alhamdulillah. Syukur bangat! Abe td cher Eton..----..huhu.. hepi bangat!! Org paling smgt td... Aku!! kwang3.. dr just a gosip jd kenyataan!! mane tk hepi kn?? :)))
Abe tcher nye muke dah malu2.. haha..CUTE!!

Dah due khabar baik nari.. nxt is yg tk berape baek.. sir sarif tggl 6 hari je..*air mate dah nk mengalir* kk.. tk nk nanges..Aaaaaaaaaaa... Done! tk nanges..Gonna miss u Sir!! Luv U Fillah!
abe tcher Syazwani pn same!! Gonna miss u cher! td b4 balek jumpe tcher.. i wanna talk to her but evrytyme jumpe nnt terigt tcher nk dkt last dae.. cant talk den cos nnt air mate mengalir..i don wan dat to happen! Ego.. :p

Ouh ya, td aft skul g challenger jap nati nk beli thumbdrive den pegi popular, i need to buy sumthings.. we went there bertige. me,nati n yunis..Tk merayap eh.. mmg kte ade keperluan.. too bad lo kat bedok tkde kdai stationery..

Lps balek.. rehat jap den gi kdai kt bdk south nk print sumthing.. Ni sume psl nad nk sgt fotokopi --- -------- ----- ----... *Nad, u noe wad i wanna say rite?*.. sume berebot nk bwk balek.. well, me first den nati, den fanah, den U k?
InnAllah ma'a Sobiriin... *winkwink*

so, nari penat sgt.. lps gi kdai tu, gi umah mkck..aft maghrib gi umah uncle pulak..Penat3.. bsk nk kene gi ITE simei lagik..
hmm.. need my mum's help to iron my skul unifrm.. :))

K till here.. dah pnjg dok aku tulis nari.. Bsk nk jumpe cher eton!! byk soalan nk tanye ni.. kn nati kn???

k lah.. bubbye.. Ma'assalamah!

Thursday, May 21, 2009 | 5:08 PM

السلام عليكم

Hi sume! K nari dpt a few results lagik..

Agak mengecewakan for some of my results..

tapi pass ah Alhadulillah..

dis yer igtkn nk improve my quran.. since dari sec1 klw tk silap asyik dpt

40 je.. N dis tyme... again! 40.. Aaarrrggg

haiz.. wat to do.. FYE kene tingkat usaha!!

Other dan dat.. my insyak.. haiz.. eventhough my target is 63/100

meaning i need to get 53 for paer 1 & 2..

tu cume minimum..

n yes. i did manage to get 53 plus nnt 1-10 marks dat

ustaz will giv for our on behaviour during lesson..

if i get 63.. Alhamdulillah.

i noe my insyak dari dulu is...--------..

But i really tried my best! Dah TAKDIR...

Tetapi disebalik tu sume.. I'm very gratefull dat i get 73.5/90 for Combined sci.

Bsk baru tau ttl markah..

meaning over 100..

hmm.. nari balek awal..

coz tak stay nan dorg kat bio klas.

hmm...btw she's been ignoring me

for weeks..

till now, i don noe wats my fault...

from my opinion.. klw kawan uat salah

kene tegur.. itu baru namenye kawan sejati

y? bcoz we luv em.. so, we don wan em to repeat the mistakes again..

& wat nad wrote in her blog is TRUE!

frens cum n go..

but i hope..my close frens now won go or leave me alone

facing all the problems myself!

Girls! I LUV U ALL!!!

gonna miss c. Syazwani!!luv u cher!!

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 | 5:25 PM

Salamun 'alaikum...

Had a fun dae todae?? hmm.. i wud say.. so-so.. coz tk byk ckp.. sume nga takot nan result including me....mcm mane tk nye, ade yg subjects baru really unfamiliar wif.. as for my ukhrawi subjects... kebanyakan last min ( i wud say tk sengaje coz don really noe how to manage my tyme properly..) so for me, dis exam really taught me how to really manage my time ...

So, ape2 pn keputusannye.. tawakkal...dis tyme btol2 nervous nk ambk rpt bk... haiz.. dah lah td sir sarif dah announce..don noe hw the others react.. coz tenga nervpus sgt nan social.. Yg pasti.. Im gonna miss u SIR!!

Ouh ya.. td kacau Cher Eton.. abt... hehe adelah.. tk tau tcher fhm ke tk motif kteorg kacau tu.. yg penting tcher lps kene kacau tcher malu2 gitu.. hehe.. Korang! kacau tcher lagik jom bsk!! hehe *peace cher*

n, td dpt a few results.. Syukur ku pd Yg Esa kerna telah memberiku markah2 ygbg aku cukup memuaskn.. Alhamdulillah!! eventhough tk lah bagos sgt...

Hmm... hopefully bsk klw dpt any marks lagik will be a gd one...~Aamiinn..
btw i made a sort of a sajak for Sir Sarif.. will post it one day...InsyaAllah..
klah till here

bye

Tuesday, May 19, 2009 | 1:14 PM

Salam sume!

Currently, nga tk uat pape...
Borriiinnggg.... Tk sabar nk balek skola bsk!
Kita breakfast same2! yeah!!
ets b hepi cukup2 b4 nnt nk kene face report bk... rite2?

Ouh ya, smlm sms Sir Amin.. :(
Sir, I rindu u!! U be strong k kat sane!!

tk nk sedih2.. dah puas mate ni nanges je..only ey know abt it.. habes mate dah bape hari saket.. skrg dah ok2

Btw, asl report bk nk kene kasi parents dulu ni.. aru dpt tau smlm abt dis.. aku kn tk dtg hari tu.. :) Tapi, seriously, WHY????
Ayoyo.. cant imagine depan cher eton pulak tu...

K enough abt rpt bk! so, bsk akan ade brite tergmpak akan disampaikan... besabarlah smpi bsk k! c ya 2morow!!

Miss u all!! Bubbye

Monday, May 18, 2009 | 6:59 AM

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

Morning2! skrg aru pkl 7.02 pagi..

haiz.. boring dok tak skola..

mase exam nk sgt holidae..

skrg dah dpt holiday tak tau nk uat ape

gelisah dari smlm

n since kat umah tkde buku2 aru

gonna read buku2 lame again

hehe

So, to sir sarif.. Yes i'm happy exam dah habes

but boring ah skrg

slalu time full utk blaja je

but now, asyik nan comp

tv bukannye ade cite best2

Btw smlm gi umah makck

Ade org kampung dtg, my late grandma's brother

Hehe..cute lah dorg.. sikit2 kene kacau

nan anak2 sedare..

.....................

Skip,

So, bsk tk skola lagik..

Aaaaaaaa

Rindu skola.

Nk jumpe cher eton

nk jumpe sir sarif

nk jumpe asatizah laen'n NK JUMPE KAWAN2!

Ouh yes!

To my Beloved Brother!!

Happy Sweet 17th Bdae!!

Kecian nari kene ambk amths exam paper gd luck!

Saturday, May 16, 2009 | 1:53 PM

بسم الله الرحم الرحيم

Alhamdulillah.. Exam dah SELESAI! WOOHOO!!

So, td ambik my faraidh n chemistry since tk dtg smlm..

btw to all yg mendoakan my nenek.. tanx alot!

Alhamdullilah sume berjalan lancar smlm..

smoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan di lapangkan kuburnya..

Aamiinn..

td, Had my faraidh paper kat tgkt 3

den 1/2 hr l8r turun bawah ambik chemistry pulak..

lepas MERDEKA!!

lepas 11 Hari menempuh peperangan ini

akhirnya selesai sudah

menang kalah tu story laen ah

yg penting dah ikhtiar n den tawakkal

kte serahkn sumenye pd yg Esa..

tk sabarnye bukak skul!

nk talk2 ngan kawan.

nk joke2..

nk eat2 together dlm klas...

nk uat bising dlm klas..

nk blaja..

Ooopps! blaja???

hmm..

depends lah interesting ke tk..

btw to hariz n hakim, aku rindu

kene kacau nan korang dua!

Yg PENTING IS

I miss ALL mY cLASSmates!!

I miss ALL my TEACHERS!!

Rindu cher eton nye joke..haha :))

K lah.. mcm malas nk sambung lagik

pdhl dlm kepala otak ni masih byk cite

tp.. confidential.. hehe

mcm phm

till here den..

Bubbye!!